I am insecure! I have been for a long time. I am not sure when this feeling of awkwardness/uncomfortable dread started. Maybe it was in school where everyone beleived slender equalled beauty or when having acne was considered disgusting.Maybe it was when i watched that movie with an actress so beautiful the only hting i …
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Insecure
I always hold back,afraid of hurting others.I never say what i really have to,i don’t want to seem mean.But no one else does that.People are so vicious and undercutting and pure evil when they want to be. I am anxious and nervous,i always second guess myself,my confidence is nil. Wether its my weight or how …
Work Work Work!
Today’s a dismal day with grey skies and constant rain,I usually like the rainy weather, when am at home tucked in with a blanket reading a good book or watching a good movie.I don’t like today!. My best friend at work is resigning today and it almost seems as if the weather is complementing the …
A day in LIFE
Sunday evenings are the worst, the tick tock of the clock,each chime reminding you that the dreaded week is about to start. Were Sundays always that bad? did we really keep a track of the days we hate and the days we couldn’t wait for(Friday). As a child i never did.I was too busy running …
LIVING
Living for the days of endless sunlight,road trips and laughs Living for the moments so fulfilling you do not mind time passing by. Living for the days of summer blues and starry skies Living for the moments so bright so light so carefree, Living for tomorrow,forever and always.
Complicated Confusion !
I sit in my office cubicle writing this,and I cannot help but notice how ironic it is.As I am about to tell you how dissatisfied i am with my job,This feeling of dissatisfaction /worry/ I don’t know what am doing with myself kind of feeling does not hit me often but time and time again …
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