I am insecure! I have been for a long time. I am not sure when this feeling of awkwardness/uncomfortable dread started. Maybe it was in school where everyone beleived slender equalled beauty or when having acne was considered disgusting.Maybe it was when i watched that movie with an actress so beautiful the only hting i …
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Dinner Table Conversations!
I was talking to my mother and sister during dinner the other day about our respective days and we were discussing a recent wedding that was the talk of the town. And for somewhat reason during that topic it struck me that I am an year older than my mum was when she got married. …
DO WE?
Do we really know what the future holds? Do we know what tomorrow holds? what the next few seconds hold?Isn’t it amazing how god works,how he has created this universe so masterfully,we are all going on our separate journeys but someday we might cross paths, How incredible is that? I always wonder what my future …
Insecure
I always hold back,afraid of hurting others.I never say what i really have to,i don’t want to seem mean.But no one else does that.People are so vicious and undercutting and pure evil when they want to be. I am anxious and nervous,i always second guess myself,my confidence is nil. Wether its my weight or how …
Work Work Work!
Today’s a dismal day with grey skies and constant rain,I usually like the rainy weather, when am at home tucked in with a blanket reading a good book or watching a good movie.I don’t like today!. My best friend at work is resigning today and it almost seems as if the weather is complementing the …
FEAR
Are we all afraid of something? I believe so I have understood that there are levels to fear. Level 1 As a baby and a young adolescent you might have been scared of a loud noise, or a weird sound or you may have even been scared if you didn’t see your mum and dad …
Loss (2)
Do you have people who are physically still around you but are lost forever. One of my oldest friends in the whole wide world is a stranger to me today.I have know her my whole life she was my best friend for so long but now we are reduced to awkward hellos and how are …
Loss (1)
I have been thinking a lot about the people i have lost. I think about my grandaunt a lot, we lost her a few years ago and its still hard to fathom that i cant see her sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper or fixing a puzzle,its hard for me to accept that i …
A day in LIFE
Sunday evenings are the worst, the tick tock of the clock,each chime reminding you that the dreaded week is about to start. Were Sundays always that bad? did we really keep a track of the days we hate and the days we couldn’t wait for(Friday). As a child i never did.I was too busy running …
LIVING
Living for the days of endless sunlight,road trips and laughs Living for the moments so fulfilling you do not mind time passing by. Living for the days of summer blues and starry skies Living for the moments so bright so light so carefree, Living for tomorrow,forever and always.
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